Sunday, January 18, 2009

Yumm. This lemon water is so tasty. After today, the week of detox will be on the down slope, with only three days to go. The headaches are tolerable and I know they will be gone soon. Plus, I consider them a validation. Eating, if you can call it that, helps. Even when I'm hungry I don't have a big appetite. I'm thirsty and actually love drinking the water. I drink a lot of herb tea. It's allowed, but doesn't count in the eight glasses of water.

My night sweats are gone! No more early morning drenches. No sweats at all, actually. Hoooraaay. I feel fabulous in the mornings. As the day goes on my energy droops. My legs hurt. If it's not so bitter cold I'll go for a walk today. I'm going out to do some vegetable shopping later. I've got to get moving. I run up and down the stairs as much as I can and I'm doing lunges when I walk across my studio. My creativity is shot. I stand in my studio and stare at stuff. I'll stare at a project for an hour, then stare at another project. I actually hate my studio right now. I enjoy sudokus and crossword puzzles, but my concentration and focus just aren't there. I did un-decorate my Christmas tree last night so it's ready to put away. Steve and I watched a movie: The Tiger and the Snow. I really did enjoy it, and it only mildly annoyed me that he drank wine all night long next to me. He was far enough away to keep me from having to smell it. As I adjust to these changes, I'm able to stay up later at night. At first I was unable to cope with facing the void created by the absence of habit. But even by the third day I was feeling braver. I haven't tried reading a book yet. I look forward to it, since I have so many on my nightstand. I will also say I don't feel depressed at all, even in the bleakness of winter. Feeling tired and sore is very different from feeling depressed and unmotivated.

Has anybody out there ever detoxed? I'd love to hear the experiences of others.

11 comments:

CRUSTYBEEF said...

WOW! GREAT JOB! Can you show me how to detox myself from my kids? LOL>
:)
keep up the good work!

E

fiwa said...

Nope - not on that level. Clarke and I did it for 3 days once, but it's been almost 10 years ago, and I really don't remember it very well.

I'm sure once you start eating more protein that the energy and creativity will come back. That's cool about the night sweats though - strange to think food could play such a big part in that.

Hang in there -
fiwa

Real Live Lesbian said...

I went 10 days once on a detox. It's not even something I can explain.

The first two days not eating is the hardest because it's all I could focus on.

It's tough...but definitely worth it.

I'm so proud of you! Hang in there. You are worth the effort.

Kathy said...

Can't say that I ever detoxed, but can't say that I never will. I'm interested to know how you feel afterward and if there are long-term benefits. Hang in there!

abbagirl74 said...

Nope, no detoxing here. I love food too much.

However, great job on sticking with yours!

Liv said...

Yikes!

Um... I've never detoxed. But I drink about 62 oz of water at my desk each day.

More out of boredom than a desire to cleanse.

Cheryl said...

I'm really proud of you. It sounds incredibly hard, but you're doing it. You'll remember this always.

Brad said...

I haven't touched alchol in ike 5 months - the first few weeks were intersting as all that crap came out of my body - mainly through my face in the form of zits - but that was the worst of it. Getting all that crap out of me feels really good. Another example of the amazing things your body can do.

Ruth Hull Chatlien said...

No, I've never done it. I'm so impressed that you're sticking with your plan. Has today been any easier?

CrystalChick said...

You go girl! Wowie!
No, never detoxed. A friend of mine did one and it sounded very radical at the time. I am not sure how far she made it, but tried again another time too. I might see her today so I'll try to remember and ask some specifics.

I really, really, really need to do something. I saw my tummy doc recently and we had a talk about how I've been feeling and that I probably need some form of 'diet' to help. He suggested one I'd been on before and it ended up helping me lose quite a bit of weight. I wasn't on it for weight loss, that was just a result of cutting out alot of specific things. Of course when I was medically able to go off of it, I did, BIG TIME, gaining ALL the weight back plus a few extra pounds. So I'm in a terrible rut now. I don't necessarily want to do a detox diet but absolutely need to cut alot of things OUT again. So I might do a fruit/veggie thing. Seems that my body craves those items so it could be telling me what I need. Just have to actually sit quiet for awhile and listen. The hardest part about it all is that I have to deal with the family. Cooking for others and giving them what they like while I'm restricting things takes alot of willpower. I need to work on that.

Hang in there. You'll eventually have a creativity explosion when your body feels totally healthy and well.
Good thoughts coming your way! :)

happyone said...

No, I have never detoxed and don't see me doing it. I feel fine just the way I am. :-)